The program consists of:
"Sol Invictus" means the Unconquerable Sun.
This is the divine spark within you.
The seed of your true self and highest potential.
Which can be lost and obscured through trauma...
...but which gets re-discovered, re-awakened within you
through your participation in this program.
Within the Sol Invictus program, you will undergo an initiation into true spiritual warriorship...
...where you heal the wounded warrior that you carry, and resurrect the “illuminated spiritual warrior” within yourself.
You are a warrior, deep down in your soul, and there is no going back. You cannot NOT be a warrior now. You have been initiated into the path of the warrior, and this initiation will always be with you...
...but you have been initiated into a type of warriorship that is anti-spiritual: Warriorship that deals only with the material world, in the realm of guns and killing and domination, pain and suffering, cruelty, trauma, territory battles and power struggles, in the realm of geopolitics, propaganda, and deception.
You have been initiated into a type of warriorship that damages the spiritual parts of your being; it damages your soul.
It is impossible to undergo an initiation into the military, into the realm of war, without damaging your soul, without weakening your spirit. You are a wounded warrior, and the Sol invictus program has been created to heal the wounded warrior in you, and resurrect a new type of warrior in its place: A healed and illuminated spiritual warrior.
A spiritual warrior is one who battles valiantly for their own healing and illumination.
A spiritual warrior is one who develops a strong connection to God, to the Christ spirit, to the spirit of love and truth and redemption and salvation; a strong connection to everything that is holy and pure and good in this world; to everything that is precious and worth fighting for.
A spiritual warrior defends the good and the true. A spiritual warrior faces darkness in themselves and in others, and transforms darkness into love and compassion, power and knowledge. A spiritual warrior fights to protect the purity of the human soul. A spiritual warrior fights to defend family and friends, and be a beacon of hope and comfort in dark times. A spiritual warrior walks with a sword in one hand, and a rose in the other hand. A spiritual warrior defends themself against the darkness and deceptions and evils of the world, and defends their loved ones too. When confronted with darkness, a spiritual warrior works to transform the darkness into light.
Make no mistake: We are living in the midst of a spiritual war. It is a spiritual battle, and we must fight every day for what is good and true and precious in our lives. And when we win our healing, we have to fight to protect it.
But the wounded warrior cannot win the battle, so in this program you will dive deeply into your own healing process, so that you will be able to retrieve and heal the parts of your soul that are most precious, but that have been damaged through trauma. You will fight to ignite the divine spark of God within your soul, and strengthen it. And from that divine spark your higher purpose will unfold - your noble purpose as a spiritual warrior living in dark times.
And when you accomplish this healing for yourself you will be empowered to help others– most especially your family. You will be a beacon of light and hope for all those around you.
You have heard of “The Hero’s Journey”?
It is the basis of virtually all Hollywood blockbusters. It’s also the basis for most video game narratives.
And you can use this archetypal narrative to give symbolic meaning to your life. You can for example imagine that your service in the military was a sort of Hero’s Journey; an initiation; a rite-of-passage. And for certain, your journey of healing in the Sol Invictus program will be another sort of Hero's Journey; another sort of initiation and rite-of-passage.
The Hero’s Journey actually comes from the Shaman’s Journey.
The Hero’s Journey is actually the journey of spiritual initiation.
But since spiritual initiation rites have been removed from Western civilization, rarely do Westerners go on an a spiritual Hero’s Journey.
And yet we all crave rites-of-passage. We all crave initiation. We need it. We can't really accomplish our life's purpose without it. We can't really know our higher self without undergoing an initiation process.
The purpose of the Hero's Journey; the purpose of initiation, is to awaken your true spirit. And when you awaken your true spirit, your life's purpose unfolds.
But in the absence of a spiritual Hero's Journey (and the intense need for some form of initiation), you are likely to embark on other forms of initiations that can actually have the opposite effect: Instead of awakening your true spirit, your initiation damages your soul and disconnects you from your spirit.
Your initiation into the military was a true initiation, and you have emerged from that initiation a changed person. And now I am inviting you to embark on the continuation of that initiation process; another cycle; a spiritual cycle of initiation. Your initiation into military service was an initiation into certain mysteries of existence -- mysteries of the material world. And the initiation you can receive in Sol Invictus would be an initiation specifically into the spiritual mysteries of your existence -- mysteries of the spiritual world.
The majority of the program takes places in your own home, via Zoom.
However, the crux of the program is the psychedelic retreat in the Sacred Valley of Peru.
The entheogenic retreats are hosted in the Sacred Valley, just north of Cusco.
It is called the Sacred Valley for a good reason. Anybody who comes here can immediately feel the power and mystery and inherent sacredness of this place.
On the West end of the Valley, you have Macchu Picchu. At the eastern opening of the Valley, you have the magical town of Pisac. The retreats will take place in a town close to Pisac.
All along the valley you will find mysterious archeological sites. The official story is that these were built by the Incas, but if you take a close look at the stonework you will very quickly realize that these temples are far older than the official story tells you, and were built with a technology of stonework that we cannot even today replicate.
This is a very mysterious area, renown as one of the most important "power places" on earth. And you will immediately feel this power as soon as you set foot here.
The mountains surrounding this Sacred Valley are powerful. The energy is strong and purifying. The air is clean. You can have a break from "the grid" of Western civilization and take a full breath of fresh air in and amongst this majestic land. Even just being here is healing and regenerative, apart from any psychedelic healing work you do.
If you aren't a veteran, but you are interested in the prospect of a medicine retreat that serves "Christian Ayahuasca" and works in a lineage of "Christian Shamanism", and is being offered on donation...
...please reach out to me at:
Private healing works are available, and if you have a small group (4-8) we can discuss the possibility of a customized retreat.
All work we do (individual and group) is offered on donation. Costs of airfare, food, and accomodations must be covered as a down payment, and all ceremonial work and integration work is offered freely in trust of a conscientious donation.